sometimes
ppl have their own probs
and i have mine to care abt
but how i wish i could have someone else problems and throw mine away~

if no one knows this yet - I HATE MY FATHER! SERIOUSLY~!
and i cant stand the way he looks at things

he's my father and i dun understand him
how can such a weak person be my father?

how can he use such techniques against my mom tat way.?
how can he be such an @#$%^&*()

ah craps. here i tot i could finally have a nice quiet life, even if its a little boring..
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!! CANT HE JUS DIE AND LEAVE US BE~!
i dun care if he's smart
i dun care if he raised me up
all i know
tat he didnt contribute to hu i am today
and if he did i am not grateful for it at all
cuz der is no possibility tat i learn something gd from him
so he can jus die for all i care

i hate it most when someone forcefully drags me into something tat i dun wanna get involve in.
and my family keeps pulling me again and again no matter how much i dun wan to get involve with..

ohwell~ i'll take my mom side again.
so i'll try to give her as much support as she needs.

siian arhhs.

no mood for anime today.
maybe tml..

*another calm has began. awaiting the storm that follows.

^Because its more interesting that way. ( Another haruhi qoute.)